Where do I start. Maybe just a list for now. I confess that I have been real angry of late, lots of things have gone wrong or bad lately. So I have gone back to former habits to help deal with stuff. My swearing is increased, more angry and violent thoughts, more p and related deeds, and I have developed a real nasty attitude. Over all I try to be good and honorable but I have really backsliden and now my spirit is darkened and hard. Especially some of my evil thoughts and behaviors of late are to embarrassing to mention. I have lost my spiritual mojo…my desire to serve God and man is crippled. I need a new renewal and a fresh anointing. God please save an old worn out fallen servant.